NOTE: This is an archive post from LiveJournal which has been logged here for posterity.
I'm bored, but in a happy, energetic way. The holidays are here and for a few days at least I'm not worrying about assignments, exams or school. I've got through my first half of my first semester at uni without fucking anything up severely and that's a good thing.
I had my first ever driving lesson today - around in circles shifting from first to second and back again. I did not stall, again this is a good thing.
I'm crushing on a guy from the hostel. Not quite so much of a good thing but we're friends so if nothing else he's nice to look at. He has no idea I'm crushing on him... I want to make 'the' move but the fact is I'm shit scared of losing a mate and then there's the whole 'don't screw the crew' thing... but he is leaving in 2 months so it may be good... ah fuckit I don't know, we're going out to drink tonight (yeah, in a park down the road - how classy are we?!?) so I'll see what happens when alcohol enters my system... probably not that much. Mostly I'm just glad to be interested in someone again. It's a very good sign the depression is gone.
People are going on holiday, which sucks. Other people have the whole Whanau at Rocklands which sucks because then the pool table (which is one sanity I have here) is swarming with kids. Damn holidays!
Anyway, I'm going to go, surely I can find something (someone?) interesting to do. Happy Easter all!